Cannot sleep tonight almost like other night too. So, just grab a book from the cupboard which had bought it last few months ago during the book fairs. Quite a interesting book, “50 Key Problems One Needs To Solve In His Life”, I bought it coz in that particular time I feel that I have tans of problems in my life and too much of regrets, just a solution or maybe some advices and books are the only option coz sometimes friends aren’t going to spend time to listen to your stupid problems and give you some useful advices that really useful. Most of the time, they will give you some advice that sound like they hasn’t say anything at all [I don’t mean my friend didn’t help but just sometimes they isn’t the worm in you that know what are you think…]
Back to the book, after reading 8 out of 50 keys, I just realize my problems isn’t really big ones; those some stuff that cause me problems may not be the really problem. [Hehe too complex] In short, most of the time, people are the real reason that causing problems to themselves without notice that they are the real cause … [I am one of them]
Most impress me is the “Let Go”. This book describes the “Let go” as wisdom, and it don’t mean “Give Up” which myself wrongly interpreted last time and now only I realized. Sometimes “Let Go” can make your life easier than carrying those heavy burdens that slow down your foot step then eventually stop you from moving on. “Losing something in the first place, may in the end gain you another; but if you lose nothing, you definitely gain nothing” then this is the time, where “Let Go” has to implemented in life just to gain others.
Me do had carry some burden in life like feeling matter, which I seldom speak of most of the time. Sometimes, I do write it out in the web, just to spoil something out just to make myself better. I didn’t work thing out when I am in Kampar and I just sit or standing there just wait miracle to happen and nothing happen … I didn’t blame no one just myself on the failure I made two years from now. She is the most wanted person that I want spend my rest of my life with but at the end I let go and do nothing just on the reason that “I scare that she may not want to be my friend if I failure” and “Be friend is better than nothing” So, nothing happen. I planed to tell her that I had feeling on her but at the end, I just send a text message coz nothing come out when I saw her that night.[ sigh ] No further action is taken, then everything just go silence. “What can I do”… Sending her a present every year plus a touching birthday card isn’t work thing out but I still send. [Wasting effort and time] She has a great life now and with a good boyfriend. In my mind, I had let go long ago but just sometimes keep missing her like these few days. May be some way in me still keep holding on, I need to let go totally and I totally agree with book.
There are too much things that need me to complete like studies, further careers and etc. She is going to be my greatest burden to my success in life.
“Let go” is the only option. So sorry to say “My friend, there wouldn’t be any birthday present nor cards next year, not because I don’t want to be your friend anymore but just to make myself clear on what I am doing” [just hope she see it] So, tata …!!!
Back to the book, after reading 8 out of 50 keys, I just realize my problems isn’t really big ones; those some stuff that cause me problems may not be the really problem. [Hehe too complex] In short, most of the time, people are the real reason that causing problems to themselves without notice that they are the real cause … [I am one of them]
Most impress me is the “Let Go”. This book describes the “Let go” as wisdom, and it don’t mean “Give Up” which myself wrongly interpreted last time and now only I realized. Sometimes “Let Go” can make your life easier than carrying those heavy burdens that slow down your foot step then eventually stop you from moving on. “Losing something in the first place, may in the end gain you another; but if you lose nothing, you definitely gain nothing” then this is the time, where “Let Go” has to implemented in life just to gain others.
Me do had carry some burden in life like feeling matter, which I seldom speak of most of the time. Sometimes, I do write it out in the web, just to spoil something out just to make myself better. I didn’t work thing out when I am in Kampar and I just sit or standing there just wait miracle to happen and nothing happen … I didn’t blame no one just myself on the failure I made two years from now. She is the most wanted person that I want spend my rest of my life with but at the end I let go and do nothing just on the reason that “I scare that she may not want to be my friend if I failure” and “Be friend is better than nothing” So, nothing happen. I planed to tell her that I had feeling on her but at the end, I just send a text message coz nothing come out when I saw her that night.[ sigh ] No further action is taken, then everything just go silence. “What can I do”… Sending her a present every year plus a touching birthday card isn’t work thing out but I still send. [Wasting effort and time] She has a great life now and with a good boyfriend. In my mind, I had let go long ago but just sometimes keep missing her like these few days. May be some way in me still keep holding on, I need to let go totally and I totally agree with book.
There are too much things that need me to complete like studies, further careers and etc. She is going to be my greatest burden to my success in life.
“Let go” is the only option. So sorry to say “My friend, there wouldn’t be any birthday present nor cards next year, not because I don’t want to be your friend anymore but just to make myself clear on what I am doing” [just hope she see it] So, tata …!!!
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